The first step is to be the one that tries— rather than waiting for things to fall at your lap.
I tried when it came to school and work, I tried when it came to people and I tried when it came to love. Whether I succeeded or failed is part of the fact that I can be proud of who and what I’ve become or where I’m at. That’s why I know I shouldn’t complain about what I don’t have. No matter what the reason— it’s only you yourself that can change the current situation. People can only fully help themselves, everyone else’ aid is just a bonus to what you’ve done and accomplished.
If you search for love, don’t wait around hoping they’ll always make the move. Sometimes they need to know that you have mutual feelings. Sometimes, the people you didn’t even think as someone who you would end up gaining feelings for, become the one that really makes you happy.
You’re searching for Prince Charming to just appear? There is no such thing— because it’s after the first date, the first kiss and the first time you realize you love that person. That’s when you find that he’s indeed charming and that in that sappy fairy tale way— he’s pretty much become your prince. That’s probably when he becomes closest to being Prince Charming.
I’ve always thought I’d be with someone shy, quiet, always non-stop sweet and giving. But instead I’m with a guy who speaks his mind, is charismatic, charming, selfish, uninterested, though kind of unmotivated yet is actually so intelligent, so witty with so much potential.
And though he has his flaws, he’s still so sweet and loving in a way that I know is meant only for me.
My next focus is going back to school, doing my best and pursue what I remember I loved so much growing up— drawing. Let’s see where it takes me and hopefully toward a satisfying career where I won’t be dreading everyday of it.
Because this is reality— i gotta grasp it and work for it. I can day dream and enjoy fantasy worlds all I want, but the bottom line is this reality is what I have to create so I won’t have to focus on what isn’t real. That way, I’m working for that amazing reality rather than just thinking about the dream.
Well, I say all that but let’s see where I get to first. Lol. It doesn’t hurt to think positively like this once in a while.